I smile, I laugh, I cry and sob.
I try hard every day but you always ruin it,
You beat me up you kick me down.
You make me feel worthless,
You make me feel unloved.
You break my heart you shatter my soul.
I might be scared I might be lonely,
But I wont give up I wont let you win,
I will be strong I will be what ever it takes.
You made me suffer you made me cry,
I'll get my revenge, and it will be you
You will be the one suffering,
And nobody will reach out and help you.
I smile, I laugh, I cry and sob.
I try hard every day but you always ruin it,
You beat me up you kick me down.
You make me feel worthless,
You make me feel unloved.
You break my heart you shatter my soul.
I might be scared I might be lonely,
But I wont give up I wont let you win,
I will be strong I will be what ever it takes.
You made me suffer you made me cry,
I'll get my revenge, and it will be you
You will be the one suffering,
And nobody will reach out and help you.
Where were you.
Where were you, when I said no.
Where were you, when I screamed for help.
Where were you, when I cried.
Where were you, mom.
Where were you, dad.
He took your daughters innocence.
He took her emotions.
He tore her apart.
He took everything.
He changed her forever.
Where were you; you were letting it happen.
can't remember when i was here last! haha.
My damn cat is pregnant again .__.
I've been given some anti depressants, and something to help me sleep but it's not really helping me with anything :worry:
I haven't been eating much lately either.. but I'm working on that with the help of my sister :)
I feel lonely almost every second of the day, but like i said, working on it :)
My stepdad is not helping at all.. He just breaks me down with every chance he has.. but even though its hard i try to ignore him :)
Good to be back and speaking louder than ever :heart:
I'm not in the mood to tag anyone back :/ sorry
TEN ARE YOUS
► Are you single ➔ Yup
► Are you happy ➔ Not really, not at the moment.
► Are you bored ➔ Yes..
► Are you sad ➔ Kinda
► Are you Italian ➔ No :XD:
► Are you German ➔ No..
► Are you Asian ➔ Noo.. but me still love you long time :P
► Are you angry ➔ At myself, yes.
► Are you Irish ➔ Nope
► Are your parents still married ➔ no.
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Reykjavík
► Hair Color ➔ brown
► Hair Style ➔ Uhm
I know I haven't been very active lately and I'm sorry about that!
Everything is going just fine, I haven't been sad for a while now so thats a good sign :) I have the best sister that anyone could ever have to! But these past two days I've been getting sick /: It's still alright, I mean.. It's just a cough and a cold :) But mom wont let me go to school -.- I also feel really lonely at times :/
I'm going to my dads place next weekend (if I get better by then) :) Haven't gone there in months so I'm abit shy I guess :P But I know it's gonna be fun ! :aww:
I don't want X-mas to come :/ Not so soon... only 30 days :/ and four hours while I wri